Undone

I finally crashed: too much exercise, not enough sleep, zero relax time. I never see it coming until I feel like I've been hit by a bus. I can't even think straight. So...I am cutting back my workouts, and trying to sleep in a little later most mornings. I hope the small changes work. I am bad that way, if I can fit it all in, and do it, I do. But a few months later, that's when the crash comes.

Mist is at a sleep over B day party. Tabs has a soccer game and then a dance rehearsal today. Tomorrow is Mist's dance rehearsal. Sometimes I can't cope with June. We're double booked all month, having to choose between two or three things.

This AM I have convinced PJ to take the morning off to stay with me; coffee out, come with me to pick up art canvases from Opus, pick up Mist from the party with me. There is a parade this morning down town that I wanted to take the Pip to, but we are so busy shuttling the big girls every where we miss out.

Pip up all night with an ear ache--dosing her with Motrin and Tylenol. Will also fit in a Dr. appoint this morning before we start our day.

I have to beg our dentist on Monday to try and fill Tabs tooth again. I don't want her to be sedated and go to the specialist surgeon next month--her tooth ache wakes her up each night! I'm supposed to book her in for an ultra sound too for her bladder.

And I need to take Mist into a specialist about her flat feet and ankle problems. Also an asthma specialist because she's suddenly developed asthma this spring. It's no wonder I want to jump ship and swim to some tropical island in the middle on no where.

I desperately need: a personal assistant, a nanny, a cook, a house keeper, a gardener... This is the blog where it all comes undone. Not to worry, I've downloaded 5 new meditation songs that I can hardly wait to use: jungle sounds, meadow sounds etc.

The Pic is Tabs last Saturday at her game. She rocks at soccer.